Thursday, July 22, 2010

Day 14 → A hero that has let you down
where to start...you were supposed to be the strong one the protector..it seems like things got lost in translation a bit!

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

DAMN YOU LAZY SUMMER DAYZ!!!! 30 Days of Truth Catch Up (Again)

Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on
My Sense of humor...
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on
I have way more than 1 thing! My Eyes, My looks, My style, My.....OK this can seriously turn into a pity party..You get the picture
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
DMB! Enough said! Their music touches every emotion! LOVE them LOVE them! See ya 8/20 at Coors under the stars on my comfy blankey with my hubby and some good eats :)

Saturday, July 17, 2010

30 Days of Truth - Day 10

Day 10 - Someone you need to let go of or wish you didn't know
This is an easy one for me...for the last few years I have been "firing" people from my life at an alarming rate. Not always the best thing to do, however at this point I do not regret any of the choices I made.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

30 Days of Truth - Day 9

Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted
My best friend all through high school, we were on the cheerleading squad together and best friends into our 20's we drifted apart after I got married and I really am not sure why.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

30 Days of Truth - Day 8

Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit
Seriously there are lot of them! Where to start, number one has got to be HK, you know what you do you manipulative little bitch! I am not the casue of your issues and I never was. You made your own choice to follow the path you are on.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

30 Days of Truths - Day 7

Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
My Husband! We have been together for 11 years and I can't imagine ever waking up without him. The last 5 years have been the hardest of my life, we lost his brother tragically and a year later his dad. Resulting in our world and lifestyle as we knew it being turned upside down. But through it all I still get butterflies when he enters a r0om and my knees go week when he kisses me!

Monday, July 12, 2010

30 Days Of Truth - I got myself a little behind ....

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for
My Food Addiction

Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
this one is pretty hard for me...I usually don't forgive serious transgressions, I am 100% italian, so in other words when you wrong me...I am done with you, cut out of my life PERIOD. So i should forgive my step sister for being a major BITCH to our family and keeping her son to herself since she had him almost a year ago..STILL WORKING ON THIS ONE VERRRYYYYY SLOWLY!

Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life
Life Debt Free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!That is my ultimate dream!

Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do
Chemo! I have beat cancer three times, and I live in fear of it coming back and having to do chemo at this point in my life!

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

30 Days of Truth - Day 2

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
I love my hair! I have thick often unruly naturally curly hair. As i little girl and even teenager I HATED it! I grew up in the seventies and eighties at the beach...every girl had blond pin straight hair BUT ME! I had Black SUPER Curly hair. I finally fell in love with my hair in my 30's, when I realized that I have the hair I do because of the Chemo I had when I was only 3 years old. I lost all my hair to chemo as a little girl, it was always curly, but when it grew back I had an adult head of Dark Luscious Curls on a little kids body. Now I LOVE MY HAIR, as i get older I am getting tons of silver and it looks cool with the curls.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

30 Days of Truth - Day 1

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself
ANXIETY!!!!! I hate being trapped by Anxiety. It is the worst! I have suffered from Acute Anxiety Disorder since I can remember. It SUCKS!!!! I have been paralyzed by this irrational fear for so long. For the last few years I have been on several medicines which along with counseling help. HOWEVER .... I rebel against my medicine frequently and wind up with out of control attacks, ANXIETY you are an EVIL BITCH!!!

30 Days of Truth

I found this 30 Day challenge at http://curiouspug.blogspot.com/
I never do these but this came along at a point in my life that I think I need to!

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself